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Thursday, 23 July 2009

My First Court Experience

Woke up 5:30am in the morning for preparation in order to leave house early so that I won’t be late for today’s court case. I put on a proper attire to pay respect to the Judge in charged hoping that I won’t get a bad penalty.

I was actually representing the company for a pesticide summon which happened in the store I in charged around almost 2 years ago. Before I go, I snapped a photo for Facebook using my webcam. I was in fact not nervous about attending the court.


The rain was heavy since last night and the whether was so hazy. Heard that there was a sun eclipse today. Know that it’s rare but I had no time for this. Reached Jalan Duta Court Complex earlier than expected and was checking around the building.

Ivan joined me soon after. We went to Civil Magistrate Court 8 and waited there. Before we waited long, a Malay lady approached us, “Are you Dr. Chong?” I said “Yes!” and wondering why she knew my name? She then told us that we were in the wrong place.

The young pendakwa officer brought us into Criminal Magistrate Court 8! We never thought our case was under criminal! She checked whether we want to admit guilty and actually taught us how to rayu for a minimal hukum!

The court was freezing cold! But we were not alone. Most of them were same as us, representing their companies for summon. Many pendakwa officers, lawyers and a few court clerks. With the bell sounded so sudden, everybody stood and bowed when the Judge in.

Upon calling up our case, I stepped a front representing my company to answer the call. Tuduhan was read out and I was asked whether to admit guilty. The clerk then read “kalau bersalah, boleh dihukum 3 tahun penjara, atau dende 10 ribu ringgit, atau kedua-duanya… Masih mengaku salah?” I replied “Mengku salah!”

It was the company’s decision to admit straightaway. And our legal advisor was so eager to represent us in court. But we refused him and I was elected to represent the company in this case. And this is the reason why I was standing here in this scene.

Then, it was an embarrassing moment, which the pendakwa officer threw out the evidence, packs of confiscated flea and tick collars on the table. And after all, it was my rayuan time. I spoke a few simple words as suggested by the pendakwa officer and ended with “Itu sahaja.”

Soon the Judge read the hukum which I couldn’t hear clearly, “…dende xx ribu xx ratus ringgit xx penjara 4 bulan…” My heart was almost stopped for a while when I heard the word penjara! While still in hesitation I was asked to sit a side to wait.

Cases by cases passed. I was thinking “Am I supposed just a wakil for my company? Then, what is this penjara all about?” I was also thinking why the Judge asked for surat wakil from other cases but not from me since I was also a wakil.

It was a deep worry if the court had make a mistake and the case was charged on my name! Oh, no! Remember, I was just a wakil! Who is going for imprisonment for this! But I couldn’t get a clarification as other cases were going on like Rush Hour in the court.

It was almost an hour waiting before the Judge took a break. I rushed to the pendakwa officer for clarification. I asked her what was the hukum. And she replied “Saya pun tak dengar jelas. Apa yang you dengar?” “Emm… I dengar tak tau seribu dua ke empat ratus…” “Tak apa, I tanya dulu…”


The case ended with a fine. And it is charged under the name of my company. Not my name! I was relieved! The whole thing settled by paying up the fine at the payment counter. Case’s closed and over! And this is me in front of the Court Complex.

2009 July 22, blackout night

Sunday, 19 July 2009

零七宣言

新年快乐!

2007年,相信这是关键的一年。

过去已不能追回,未来却能被我们掌握。不断地缅怀,或叹息,只会浪费更多的时间。

过去了的,想深一层,也不能称之谓浪费。经验与教训,很多时也属无价。

没有过去的任何一个过程,亦造就不了现在的我们。

没有永远的敌人,也没有永远的朋友。这句话亦说明无常。无常看似带来恐怖,但亦带来希望。

希望:

迷失的,找到方向;

孤独的,找到所爱;

饥饿的,得到温饱;

没目标的找到目标;

没真爱的找到真爱;

没希望的认识希望;

执着的可以释怀;

哭泣的重展笑颜;

失落的看到骄阳。

祝自己幸福快活!

日记,2007年1月1日

Friday, 10 July 2009

今日的黄昏有着紫红色的彩霞

今日放工途中,路经Ampang的休闲公园。天还很亮,美丽的公园,有点像Bandar Tun Razak的那个。Bandar Tun Razak的那个公园,在HUKM对面。那是我常陪嬤嬤去看医生的地方。嬤嬤在HUKM看病,几乎看了半辈子了。

嬤嬤生前的画面,一张一张地重现。她过身时,我们都守在她身边。那天忽然觉得想去看她。讲了一些话,问她可愿意搬来跟我们一起住。不到一阵子,她却催我上班。这是她最后跟我说的话。

赶回来时,嬤嬤已入昏迷。妈说嬤嬤在昏迷前,叫妈快call爸和我回来。昏迷前紧紧抱着妈,好像很不捨似的。嬤嬤是在我哭声中离世的。想到这,心中阵阵酸痛,两眼润润的。

转进MRR2时,望见了日落。日落中映出一片红霞,相遥的天空和云层,尽变成紫色。没见过这么美的景色。

仪式的道士说,嬤嬤堕佛道轮迴。我想那是六道中的哪一道呢?希望那是西方极乐吧!莲花中生,诞生佛国。

这片紫红色的彩霞,也许是嬤嬤送我的。。。一份舒坦我心情的礼物。

知道了,我会努力经营!在寻找我的幸福时,也惦念着您。

快到家时,天色已转暗,黑幕已临。一段不到1小时的回家路,让我温了一课“无常”。

我的一篇日记,2009年7月10日(五)书

Treasure Hunt

今天还算头一次,和阿Yen去Sunway Pyramid参加了一个treasure hunt,是McD为了新出的Chicken Prosperity Burger而主办的。

赢了有RM1388.88,可为我们渡年。她有这样的心情,也很尽力玩。我却心有不足。夺了个安慰奖,一定程度上的安抚。胜看了活人扮的公仔,吓得撒尿,在我身上。

很累很累。。。

希望我们的生活会好一些,我指望以后。。。

很惭愧,没尽全力。。。对不起。

我的一篇日记,书于2003年1月29日(三)

Sunday, 5 July 2009

我的一篇日记

昨天猫猫死了!

可能昨天睡太多了, 今天很早起床。嬤嬤跟平日一样活动。但是今日我望向她的背影,似乎多了一份寂寞。

我发现鱼缸上有一包药,是猫猫昨天看兽医的药。还有一支营养膏。昨天是我抱起猫猫,给嬤嬤带它去看医生的。把它丢在地上时,它的后腿竟然站不起来,它真的是老了。它回来时,在厨房一躺下就断气了。我摸摸它,好硬。双眼张得好大,我想帮它关起眼睛,但不可以。

我放好药膏,走向厨房,看见猫猫平日用的碗;雪柜里有为它而准备的鱼肉。再看看昨日将它埋下的地方。小树下是它安息的地方。哭了比较舒服。

楼上书枱,露台,厨房,小厅,大厅。。。都是猫猫活动的地方。其实,家里都是它的影子。

死后的灵魂会去哪里呢?希望它还好吧!

不想把它遗忘,所以写了下来。

我的一篇日记,书于98年11月19日(四)08:13